Simply trusting

God has been so vary good to me and is blessing me in so many wonderful ways. Yet as I watch still doubt that he is able to get me through the next problem.

Ps 116:77 Return unto thy rest, O my soul; for the LORD hath dealt bountifully with thee.KJV

God has been leading me to purchase a place of my own, and all the way along God has graciously reassured me over and over again that I am doing what he wanted me to, and yet it seems so big and scary that it all might fall through there are so many things that could go wrong. So last week I had put an offer in for some land and 37 acres and although the seller had agreed on a price he wanted to do an auction after the closing. Everyone I knew told me that it was not the thing to do I was going to counter his offer with pushing back the closing so he would have time to do his auction before, but I just didn't have a peace about it. The vary day I had signed the offer (I withdrew it latter) I was shown another piece only four miles from the first with 53 acres, it was all ordained of God now it looks like I will get it for less then the one I was looking at before.

God is so vary good to me and yet I doubt him so easily, with the amazing and wonderful way that God is working things out that I should have no problem resting in what he will do and just trust that He will take good care of me. I should but I don't always. You know that God is so patient and takes my trust where it is and loves me. He is always pushing me forward to trust him a just little more.