Waiting

For the last week i have been waiting for a confirmation for a loan for the place that God has been leading me to buy. it has been truly difficult for me to wait like this. especially today it seems that my life will go different directions depending on this desicion. so i try not to worry and to give it to God but the time in waiting makes it seem harder. I know that God is in control and that his will. will be done. I know that he has god things planned for me but I WANT TO KNOW NOW! I guess it shows a lack of trust that not just is his way right, and good but that his timing is perfect. O that gives peace and calms my soul, and boy i do not want to get ahead of him.